Rapture - (about) Leaving lyrics

Feeling lonely in a crowd Forever pa**ing a thousand Nameless homes and lights I tried closing my eyes I hated my reflection Those bitter eyes And their thousand hates This life is slowly k**ing me Stealing me of every breath In the end I couldn't care All I know Is that I hurt Tearing me from my waking hours Is the sweet misery Of a dark day No matter how long this will last I know for sure that one day I will leave with a sad smile on my face