RaphaelThaGreat - It's Okay lyrics

Verse 1: I try to find the good in everybody else/ Except within myself/ and since the age of twelve/ I've felt I've lived my life inside a cell/ inside a shell/ An inner hell/ where I can't scream for help/ Cause where I'm held/ my voice ain't heard No matter how loud I try to yell/ I might as well/ Just end it all without a care/ Because I'm f**in' sick and tired trynna/ find/ A face to wear/ it's too much for me to bare/ Carry the weights upon my shoulders/ Feelin' like a ton of boulders/ tough it out until it's over/ Life's no f**ing four leaf clover/ still I try to stay a soldier/ Thank myself when I get older/ the world is mine/ and I'm/ The owner/ yes/ my life's a mess/ but blessed/ I know I am/ I hardly see my fam/ And I know that some of you can/ understand/ What's hard for me to comprehend/ Those moms and dads who hate their marriage/ I can't even imagine/ or fathom/ not havin'/ Both parents/ it's so coherent/ ain't it?/ I know deep down you hate it/ truth is hard to swallow But what a perfect picture that I've painted/ Chorus: It's a broke day/ but everything is okay/ I'm up all night/ but everything is alright/ It's a rough week/ and I don't get enough sleep/ It's a long year/ pretendin' I belong here/ X2 Verse 2: I've got some inner demons/ waitin' for myself to feed em'/ Trynna find the meanin'/ got accustomed bein'/ in the/ Deep/ end/ made of cement/ my heart is made of stone/ All alone/ only lord knows/ if I will ever make it home/ And if I don't/ I hope/ that ya'll remember me/ For who I am now and not for who/ I use/ to be/ Of all the scrutiny/ the judgment and the hatred/ All the time wasted/ false expectations/ We trynna live like the famous/ we're locked in cages/ And forgot who holds the key/ it is we/ who can set us free/ Rise as the supremes/ this world is our/ But we fantasize about fancy cars/ instead of setting bars/ And aimin' and shootin' for the stars/ no matter who/ You/ are/ we all have a struggle/ Life will test us all to see how much bullsh** that you can juggle/ And if you crumble/ and you tumble/ know that just stay humble/ It's okay this life can be a f**ing jungle/ Chorus: It's a broke day/ but everything is okay/ I'm up all night/ but everything is alright/ It's a rough week/ and I don't get enough sleep/ It's a long year/ pretendin' I belong here/ X2