RandomWalk - One Wish lyrics

I wish to begin with a kiss* And find the evergrey To flood, to fill one more delusion That satisfies my woes... One dream, one breath One more flat line to pace Another night I tolerate The filthy sh** that seems to be my face Another night goes by... I need a sound I need a voice that speaks my name A different eye to recognize The tortured fiend that used to be myself Beneath my secret smile I lick my curse Another fading light Another night I wish, to become the machine I so despise And feast on cries To dissolve and fly And drown inside my ugly lies... I wish to sleep I wish to smile Deep down inside I wish to covet my denial It's growing darker with each breath