Ramson Badbonez - Crazy On My Mind lyrics

(Intro) Cos it stays crazy on my mind Crazy on my mind, uh oh (Verse 1 - Ramson Badbonez) Crazy on my mind like paying bills I wanna sit back and jam so that my brain can chill But I ain't sure where I'm getting my next meal When my stomach's rumbling – that's when it gets real When I'm feeling trapped like the average lab rat Dreaming of the high life, money and fat stacks Memories and flashbacks, what does the future hold? Will I be alive by the time my yoot is grown? The streets is an ill battlefield Things dun changed They don't face around the way, big guns blaze Sometimes my mind winds back to my younger days Jamming on estates turned me into a tear away Now I'm just stressed out, left with a dead frown When my family labeled me as a let-down My mind is a temple and my eyes are the peepholes Lost in weed smoke, bro I need to achieve goals ‘Cos it stays (Chorus x2) Crazy on my mind, uh oh All day every day it's a shame Crazy on my mind, uh oh I'm going clinically insane ‘Cos it stays (Verse 2 - Brad Strut) Crazy on my mind like a padded cell Sittin' with a pen and spliff drawing a parallel Cause you know it's paining me to live in the present day Looking for a plane to jet, I gotta get away I ain't after better pay, money or cheap thrills I only want the inner peace, F all that keep real Living with the people, after the equal We're treated like a sequel while acting deceitful I wallow in the picture, checking the negatives Living off the benefits, avoiding the derelicts Cause all that talk is rhetoric, kid this is no joke It's either rob and hustle, get a job or you go broke Living in the bustle with the muscle and bagman So caught up in the struggle, how the f** will this pan? Thinking to myself this is more than a bad dream Humanity is busting ever rushing to have things Acquire the materials, keeping up with the Jones' A white picket fence, part the sea like I'm Moses Hard to see the psychosis, hypocrisy approaches And obviously it serves you what you need in a dosage A comedy of errors in the era of end times Apocalyptic rocket ships storing the enzymes I hit you with that honest spit as long as I've got the piff It's something that you gotta get so play it back ten times Cause it's staying (Chorus x2) Crazy on my mind, uh oh All day every day it's a shame Crazy on my mind, uh oh I'm going clinically insane (Verse 3 - Ramson Badbonez) Crazy on my mind in deep thought Mood swings fling me up and down like a seesaw Why is every city kid speaking that street talk? Illin' what the f** are you looking at me for? Living in a place filled with hate – got no love Seeing brother slaying brother, k**ing in cold blood Rather with my baby mother watching my seed learn With no team work we move around like sheep herds Now is the time to be in touch with the history Riddled mysteries like what does religion mean? Is there even light at the end of the tunnel? Shall I get a job or is it better to hustle? Is there really aliens, spirits and ghosts UFOs and black holes or is it a hoax? The mind plays tricks like the kids that blaze sticks At this point in time, blood I don't need to say sh** ‘Cos it stays (Chorus x2) Crazy on my mind, uh oh All day every day it's a shame Crazy on my mind, uh oh I'm going clinically insane ‘Cos it stays