Rakish Jacob - Lord Tell Me Why lyrics

(Chorus - 2x) Lord tell me why Ooh child, things are gonna get easier Ooh boy things will get brighter (Z-Ro) After living through drive-by's got a n***a ready for war 500 push-ups everyday to keep my knock out punches up to par Cause everybody want to test me, knocking them down punching But they want to bust will I fight to jump so would the lord bless me To keep on breathing leaving n***as unconscience When I'm punching I'm going hard in the paint, so pack a lunch To the n***as that we k**ing don't feel like you the only motherf**er That really don't think we even love eachother Gorilla till I die for real murdered by my right hand man Or prosecuted by the white man's hand I don't think I'm living to die, but I'm dying to live up under the stress Fin to lose my cool so come out even to have you rest All my sins are forgiven for living violently With a gun in my hand, I'm creeping up on them moving silently They left my peope alone when my cutla** exploded on the side of the road The motherf**ers thought I died in the load (Chorus - 2x) (Z-Ro) Am I the hunter or the most hunted Telling my people they don't need a high to get by But I'm telling a lie cause I'm the most blunted Hard to practice my preaching when I'm under the stress And I'm walking around with a 12-gauge sawed off And a suicide note up under my vest I want to live in peace but drama won't allow me That's why my mind is gone, I'm seeing x's and tylenol three But do you really want to see a n***a with the vendetta Make everybody k** somebody I'm a trend setter First I was spending my time with family mobbing showing my brother's love Never thought it would it happen to shoot first releasing my brother's blood, uh Why do these rookies want to rumble, got to do him in Even if he's my kin that's the only way the cookies crumble Calling up on your name in vain, this time I took a bow But if there was ever a time I needed you god I need you now, lord oh mercy Cause I don't wanto to die by the hands of my own kind Really to get true to the overdose and free my own mind, hell yeah (Chorus - 2x) (Z-Ro) I no longer need the weed to reach another level, I'm on a natural high But I looked the devil in his eye, thinking the song I'm a survivor Things ain't what they seem my yellows are green People are demons, demons are people in my dreams, what does it mean I'm trying come out of this motherf**ing nightmare Going against all odds but mama said they never fight fair Somebody put a price on my head for living dead Hoes was capping but now they in my bed, but they choosing to giving me head Rags to riches, sagging the creases in my breaches 66 Impala candy dancing playing witht he switches Finding away from righteousness and learning to sin You'd be the same n***a that's kicking the door with me that's turning me in Uh, why do the fiends buy dope from me they know they don't get high from me Why do the fiends buy dope from me knowing that they gone die from me A n***a was plexing with my partner why did he pull his gun Now everybody related or cool with you can die that's on my son (Chorus - 4x)