Rainer Maria - Todd Haynes lyrics

I lost my real voice but I did not know it then Just like the woman in the film couldn't be them I can't [...?] like a [...?][..?] I can't [...?] like a [...?][...?] a girl that brings her [...?] to me I fall, I fall, I fall, I fall, I fall[?] and the soft spot on the inside my heart I fall I can't [....?] like a [...?][..?] a girl that brings her [...?] to me I fall, I fall, I fall, I fall, I fall[?]