Rae - Shadows lyrics

When my world was crashing all around me All my hope was gone I was drowning in darkness Barely hanging on Out of the shadows you appeared And helped me breathe again So when it all goes to black I won't stop to fall Cause I can find you in the shadows Father she was my first love well second to you I was 18 when we were finally introduced I was in love she was always on my mind Couldn't wait to clock out of my 9 to 5 But time went on and we seem to grow apart She was hiding from the issue I couldn't find her heart Desperation kicked in and I try it all to impress her Like maybe she would change her mind if id test her Actin like I don't care ignoring texts and messages But really I couldn't wait to reply with baby I'm missing ya And its crazy to think back and see never saw the cure When it was with me all along but i was focused on her Every time I tried to pray her face intercepted Captured by her presence and I never objected But I learned from it that you can never run far enough Cuz when I fell you were there to pick me up When my world was crashing all around me All my hope was gone I was drowning in darkness Barely hanging on Out of the shadows you appeared And helped me breathe again So when it all goes to black I won't stop to fall Cause I can find you in the shadows Lord, you know this verse already I prayed it before when my life was unsteady But today was real I can't believe she left All she left was broken pieces and she took the rest And I need you lord, as I'm writing this song Most times I can handle to this time its too strong I swore I loved her yeah bout to put a ring on it Never spent 4gs on myself I'm just being honest I wanted to give her everything no matter what it cost That's why I took that job where all social life was lost Night shift 80 hr weeks was the schedule In the fast lane pedal to the metal Then in lost her my and heart took the fall My bad i Guess I never should of gave it all But it's funny how we always seem to find grace When we're at our worst and when we're on our face When my world was crashing all around me All my hope was gone I was drowning in darkness Barely hanging on Out of the shadows you appeared And helped me breathe again So when it all goes to black I won't stop to fall Cause I can find you in the shadows Now I'm 22 loving life living the dream Rocking stages Jesus saving souls through my team When I met her well saw her again For the first time I fell in love with an old friend Man if she only knew How much I went through To get to that moment exactly where I wanted to Someone who saw the world just like me Been through it all like me And found grace like me We were so perfect last piece to my puzzle She brought me joy through the mist of my struggle Funny how I found the best gold without searching Guess God allowed an angel to come to visit earth then As quick as she came she was gone again I was shocked for a third time I was broken But Jesus stepped out and mended my broken heart And showed me all I need is a savior that's never far When my world was crashing all around me All my hope was gone I was drowning in darkness Barely hanging on Out of the shadows you appeared And helped me breathe again So when it all goes to black I won't stop to fall Cause I can find you in the shadows