Rae Mulla - Think About U lyrics

(Intro) Struggling artist He isn't sure where his heart is Masks insecurity with modesty Honestly he's scared to fail Needed purpose He thinks he thinks he found it He won't stop I highly doubt it Do you have purpose? Think about it (Verse 1) I swear I'll make it one day Yeah that's what they all say Don't take it the wrong way You gotta shut your mouth, let my song play Rae, what you rap for? Benjamin's, b**hes, big house or a Pa**port From the USA? Trying to live life in my truest state Why fake love when I love hate? Sanctimonious cynic Music is my clinic Earth's so desensitized, mechanized we consume bullsh** Everybody drop tracks cause they got new sh** I spit facts like I'm trying get through sh** Life is a nightmare I dream lucid Ironic how iconic is embodied by a nuisance Rain ensues and I might start a fight for my sight when I lose it (Hook) And I've been thinking about you And I've been thinking about me I've been thinking about us Think of what we could be (Verse 2) My Love for you is faint School flunkie, art junkie huffing up paint Think you're such a saint but you ain't sh** b**h Think your Instagram's going to make you rich? Did I forget to mention you're a s*ut for attention? Drama queen, make a scene implosive aggression Visionary, that's your claim You're insane; take my pain to gain fake sympathy Rap a drug, take another hit with me Funny how we correlate I spit you regurgitate, I see your thoughts reverberate We condensate then percolate that's why they call it Circle Hate High on pheromones We walk the path alone Acetone on the fire you invest in me Oh You want kids? Then I'll contemplate vasectomy I think you took my soul You'll never take the rest of me b**h why can't you rest in piece? That's when you confessed to me I hate myself Hate my music what I stand for Do or die? Sue a side Nothing left to plan for Damn it From a another planet Demons in my head give me head then ma**age me Caution to the wind Kamikazee Two-faced like a Jew Nazi Meta-God a facade for lethargy Haan ji, Hindi for yes sir Feel like a lab rat in a HAZMAT I'm a chemical tester (Hook) And I've been thinking about you And I've been thinking about me I've been thinking about us Think of what we could be (Verse 3) I confess someone else wrote the sh** that I said Ghostwriter rider k** the demons in my head Time to give cred where credit is due I didn't write Did You Know man that was you I could never be that cold I could never be that bold You picked up a pen at less than seven years old But they didn't know And you never blamed them Even when they laughed at you And you wanted to cane them Smart-a** got the last laugh, Pen to the sword like stab-stab Dab-Dab On a Canvas, So outlandish Man this God with an iPod Stays up nights to write No longer stays up and cries No longer feels love inside Good kid in him thinks he died Got no more demons to hide (Outro) I see the beauty in his struggle He's my body double Used to used to fumble When he spat flows, ego rush k**ed him like a fat dose He got secrets to the Milky Way but y'all are lactose They trapped you in a cell Flow always on fire cause I know you been through hell You gotta love yourself I think about you everyday Write what I can never say I love it when I hate you Rae