Rae Mulla - Did You Know lyrics

Did you know that I got to fight fam Every night just to keep this dream alive? Bombay brown boy trapped inside the body of a white Looking for faith, no believer in sight Peer pressure stunted my growth and my height Fist and a cupboard got in a fight Left-brain, Hook-right Mom I know you want a CEO, should have thought about that before you bought a whole CD row You don't know so I don't blame you. (Don't blame you) And dad I know you think that I'm childish bro you can't see me grow but I can't just feign you We can't be the same dude You don't know so I don't blame you And I know all my friends think that I'm gonna fail Hit the hammer to the nail Blinded by my thoughts should I send you Braille-mail ? You can send me hate mail But I'ma keep fighting till my chest turns red, face turns pale Everybody got a story this is my only tale Everybody got a story this is my holy grail (My holy grail) System always hated me and I hated society I hated sobriety, I hated propriety You can't even try to see the demons inside of me Ironic how the people view my heavy words lightly Ma and Pa I'm sorry sh** is not a hobby Damned if I work in an office or a lobby Grammy, Billboard nominee Old Love lives like a zombie Only felt lust when she saw me Dumped the devil in my life Fight the devil in my mind Then I pray to a God (Oh God) that I can't even find Dream and logic, I finally picked a side Thinking lately may not work out But you know I tried Turning 18 he might lend me the Merc now But I'm not a spoilt child So I try and I stick to the Hyundai Grew wise like a Banzai Call it love? (b**h) I call it a Ponzi You didn't know? Time to get your mind right Screw turning the blind eye Deep down I'm kind of a kind guy Got stepped over in hindsight So I k** the kind guy Drink up cyanide Chug infinite Feelings on a page you can see it when I hand write Addicted to the rage and the darkness running from the lime light At Least until the times right Spark this fire in my eye flame in my heart grades fell apart Fake another sigh Fake over confidence every single time I'm shy I never read lines you wonder, "Why man?" I prefer to write them Demons, hide them Drugs, don't try them Always stay clean not messy we don't want another Winehouse, Cobain, Prince, Hendrix, Joplin, Presley God blessed me, money, family, happy granny Took her back Second grand to heart attack Called God twice, didn't text me back Heart just cracked Matter fact Faith has lacked Since that day my faith has lacked (x2) Grown up now I'm a shark in a lake, always ponder Life's give and take move onward Do what you wanna do Be what you wanna be 1 big journey C'est la vie ©