Rachel Gieck - F*ked up lyrics

The colors all run together I can feel the pulse of the Earths heart beat She put a curse on me Never to finish a product And never to be able to talk to the sea But see I didn't see It took too much time before it made its way to me But the facts bleed The scars were seen All I do is scream But the silence is so f**ing serene So pick a scene Maybe I can throw that sh** on repeat Pretend like the forces of evil weren't plotting against me But where did I go wrong? I've been singing the wrong song I've been letting go when I should of been holding on Factual states of numbness disposed in the needle of my thumbs So i choke on it Just like a false hope destined to an island You want me to smile kid? You want me to forget that horrible madness that got blessed When i least desired that sh**? So f** it I made a scene I made turbulence I don't even care if I rhyme anymore I f**ed up And thats all I need