Ra - Easier Than This lyrics

Under the boarded tree I saw you next to me Closing your eyes and looking in Clouds in the sky today Thoughts as we drift away Free from our wounds and from our sin Islands of lost turn around and bring your feet to the ground For the sun shines within you and burns when you stand all alone Yeah... Outside the temple gates something eternal waits Endless soul that's misunderstood Soldiers in time will fall down from the highest wall Clinging for life to watch it all Careless in faults 'til you find myself I seem so blind, so blind So I can't dream of yesterday And everything I see remembers who you were The day that you were gone from me And I can't find the words to say Shouldn't it be easier than this So much easier than this for me Under the falling rain I carry a broken chain Poisoned from fighting for myself Simple and mesmerized, lost in this exercise Slowly my heart has turned to cold I can't say no... I can't give in... I can't let go of what I'm in... I don't know how it might be now... but it won't be all that you are from me I can't believe in me...