Qwel - Cabin Fever lyrics

[Verse 1:] Just when I can't take no more Staring in the face of when it rains it pours The snake scraping straight through the stains to sores Like fate ain't wait, but trying to break my door It's like the more I shake, the more I hate this floor I hate this life with ice my main supports Ignore inner advice to slice my veins for sport Denying my pride just like I ain't the sort When that's a lie I'm as weak as the pay reports Thirty days on the road, ain't made a buck, and trying to save my voice Hoist away at my ego, me my favorite choice Just like we made our graves, but probably blame our boys As I turn this graying page, gaining fame to avoid Today the same day again just like I anchored this void But can't measure all the treasures that this pain done destroyed I painted it, avoided naming it for blame it'd employed It came and hit me like a gypsy, tipsy, claiming it's coin Did me like windy city misery with grace of the ancients Praying for Nathan but the will to see the will for the faithless Gave it to me as a gift to do the will for the faithless It gave it to me as its gift and if you wanted to take it I couldn't leave it, how those motherf**in' cherubim sang it And banging in my soul, taking it's control, total freedom A man within his home, not shown alone, but shown the kingdom And Jesus sacred throne over cherubim singing And here I am, a man, just to stand and receive him And all I am is a man in the flash in this pan All I am is a man [Refrain:] We wallow in depression, stressed to face the odds That's 'cause while we in this flesh, we away from God Heads will hollow out your blessings, lessons they been taught Came from guessing as professions that them laymen bought It's outta reason how them demons try to stray you off Ain't got a thing that they believe in, save the way that they walk It's bullsh** like any men claiming that they ain't wrong Like it's all the same, it ain't, when we done sang new songs [Verse 2:] I hold it closer than my name and my life Than I cling to my wife and know it's higher Than the rain at it's heights Messiah's throne, who shone it brighter than a ray of froze light It kept me going on the longest of roads And on the coldest of nights And then it showed me this mic Just like it told me to write And dog, you owe it your life like you control it Just notice if it wasn't for his light, no one would notice The light that you opposing is the life that you holding Playing with his might in handing frostbite to the frozen See in his works within the earth or universe if you chose it Teachers learning, freezer burner lurking fumes to the focus Seen it first or see the smoke, just remember who spoke it We wallow in depression, stressed to face the odds That's 'cause while we in this flesh, we away from God Heads will hollow out your blessings, lessons they been taught Came from guessing as professions that them laymen bought It's out of reason how them demons try to stray you off Ain't got a thing that they believe in, save the way that they walk It's bullsh** like any men claiming that they ain't wrong Like it's all the same, it ain't, when we done sang new songs