I still have questions with no answers. Im alive . . . but Im not living. I dont have much time left . . . I just know this: Ive lived a violent life. I might as well be dead. I just want to sleep forever and forget . . . Its more than physical, love unconditional. Everything else is like a Band-Aid. Everything will be allright. So you cover your bleeding wounds, so the dogs wont smell you coming. There may be time . . . and . . . everything will work out fine. But what if it never changes? And what if I wasnt to blame? And what if it never gets any better . . . than this? Everything will be allright. What if I wasnt to blame? And what if I could change? Yeah, what if I could change? Everything will work out fine. What if youre only . . . ? What if Im only insane?