Quinzil - Living in Rustdene lyrics

I'm Living in Rustdene (x3) Born here still her age 17 In the belly of the Beast, I am living in the hood Some of us are Bad a few of us are good Success be a struggle people drinking people smoke Don't take offense in the song Even thou its not a joke Lord Have mercy forgive me I'm a sinner Some n***as sell Drugs Some n***as are thugs I just wanna be a winner I just wanna excel I just wanna see heaven before you sent me to hell Definition of real synonym to authenticity Baghdad Iraq my town a explicity Yeah my town ratchet some might say its unequivocal I love rustdene damn its beautiful Gangster... we sinners for pastors Hoes for days...fat b**hes with a**es I'm deranged but I'm speaking the Truth Let's not forget about girls and the women thats cute Let's not forget about the love and the reasons we hate We Got fighters, grannies and grandpa's are righteous Educating the little. Women are acting brittle No bra I see her nipple I'm talking bout mother earth yeah she be giving birth to a world full of hurt a world full of pain she ain't even ashamed She acting like she a b**h the baddest ho the game Think all y'all know my name All y'all know my struggle Fatherless n***as, I think all of y'all know my mother Most of y'all know my cousin But this song ain't about me Its about a rustdene And what's popping People hurting people cursing each other for nothing My n***a died on my radar In my heart its like a crater I'm Staring at his coffin I'm not gonna see him later As a ritual I cut my hair I got a fader Lost inside a life the belly of an alligator I persuaded him to come with me and watch the fight Little did I know that he was gonna bleed and loose his life I said sorry to his dad while he was comforting his wife Cold blood on my hands although I didn't take his life All we did was go and witness putting ourselves in danger He died via knife and the k**er was a stranger All he wanted was a record deal and a ranger I don't even know if god accept him as an angel The devil knocking on my door I just had to let him in He told me I should start a war I could be a warlord king Now I'm k**ing people I am worshiping the reaper I am not possessed I became the devil myself I wasn't focused on my future and now I'm loosing on my health Never had honest money, never love always hurt I forgot about the days I was happy on the dirt I'm talking when I was little Use to play in the rain, now I'm the reason people die ,k** em for saying my name Rustdene is the greatest I don't ever wanna leave Imma go and come back I will give you'll receive You learned me the value of success I've achieved