Qeaux Qeaux Joans - Intuition lyrics

I'm waking up In a basement Feel it aching It's frustrating that I cannot seem to stop The games in the back of my mind But I'm tired of the crying 'cause I keep beating myself up I'm beating myself up Stuck inside this spider web Deception is what keeps me here Can't trust my own thoughts I found myself On the doorstep Of this place where I have sworn myself never again to hide back in Close my eyes for what I'm feeling, what I stand for and deny what I believe in Deny what I believe in And after I follow all the rules that I was taught by you to live by Now I'm lost I need to follow all the rules that I have learned in life And I won't give up Why did I let you come on in Trusted you with my intuition That has resolved in a compa** so broke Now I'm going to turn up The volume of this intelligent heart The whispers now soft Soon louder and strong Soon louder and strong I am waking up