Q Strange - Happy Home lyrics

[Verse 1] Just seventeen when I metchu Yeah you, we were young but cha knew what I been through Ita f**ed up if we meant to But I was your friend tried to protect you Plus I knew you had potential Had a good heart and was set to mend to Known as a hoe and got laughed at But I was a man, and I saw right past that You were better than that, so I aimed you In the right direction a gaurdian angel Even though I wasn't heaven sent Had to take you outta that bad bad element I admit I was hesitant To give you my heart but you know I had to represent I had to show you there was more to life Show you da light that was sorta nice I knew you had issues And there was some sh** that you had been through Tried my best to understand All I ever wanted was to be ya man Had no self esteem and was insecure Wipe'en tears and rea**ure Tell you that your beautiful Special and Unusual Much more than just doable Deserved the world and you knew it too Put up with ya jealous rage Flipouts and abusive stage Thru it all I always stayed By your side you were amazed Didn't know why but I couldn't say Just took it all like day to day Wanted the ring so I copped that You want a new car so I bought that You wanted a kid, yo I got that Now you wanna crib so I bought that Everything in the world that your heart desired I gave to you, I sacrificed Anything to see you smile Ya happiness just drove me wild [Chorus] How could this happen to my happy home How could you tear the heart out my soul Why am I the one whose all alone When I did everything just to make you happy How could this happen to my happy home How could you tear the heart out my soul How could you be so damn cold When all I ever did was try to make you happy [Verse 2] Moved real fast in marryment Things did move like kinda quick Engaged, married, now a kid That was the base of my happiness I worked for mine, and tried to provide for my family and I'm filled with pride I scarificed every job that you didn't like Just to make you happy, but it didn't right I letchu go and work for us You pay the bills, I'll raise a son I do what it takes to set it right As long as we're together I'm set for life Now you out wit around yo peers See that you been wastin years Thinkin that you missin life No more girl, wanna be my wife Takin number from these guys Callin them to my surprise Then I see you gotta man Cheatin lyin all damn It hurt me When I found that night about the show in Jersey That you and ya man was in my home Makin love to the break of dawn After all I've done for you Had nothin but love for you Now you wanna go and get comfortable With some strange dude who's f**in you Wanna take this life that we built from scratch Throw it out the window and down the hatch Flush it down the toilet just like that f** you b**h I'm done with that If I had a gat, I'da co*ked the sh** Aimed it and just shot the sh** k**ed you you obnoxious b**h You and ya man I'm shocked and sh** Every night you dont come home Findin numbers in your phone Guess that I just shoulda known That you'd leave me all alone I trusted you, wit my heart Now you tore my life apart I ain't got sh** without you now I can't move on I dont know how I don't wanna live, I'd rather die Than not have you here by my side I wanna commit a double homicide Then just f**in suicide Why did you do why? Was it worth it? See what you did I'm hurt b**h Dont say you didn't do it on purpose You wasn't sorry while s**in on a nerds dick I sacrificed it all for you So that you wouldn't be miserable You one f**ed up individual I hope your new man sh**s on you! [Chorus] - repeat 2X