Feed my worth, fill my hunger Cure my needs, heal my anger All is lost, and all is broken For what I chose, my life confusion Emptiness A void surrounds me Causing incapacitations Feelings of nothingness Tie me to isolation Day after day I waste my life In search of answers to my perversions Fall from within My cruel anxiety Shame unforgiven My virtual slavery Unbridled release of this anguish In a final act of pure obscurity Desperation overcomes Ending in a paradox of competion In my head the voices call me I smoke my weed, and god, I love it I know I am right, I know the answers My fate serves me, my own disaster