Pyrexia - Life Long Hate lyrics

I see things are not the way they seem Hidden meanings cloud my brain Why do your words torture me Visions of murder come so clear Demons come to min 3 Why do they follow me? Why is my life filled with misery? Everything I feel, makes me hate As I set all faults aside Slipping into the abyss of fear Grind my teeth lashing out in spite Forced control, make you mine! As I woke up from a dream Everything I ever thought of was reality Skies open up to pour out misery Tears of anguish Cleansing me There comes a time When all things Must come to an end And that time is now In the dawn of the agony The final breath The spoken prophecy Are we better of lying dead? Worth nothing, nearing the end Hope is lost Only anguish Sinful thoughts Blackened image Infanticide A child unborn A mother's wish Broken and scorned A victim of subconscious nature Subject to obscure behavious As I woke up from a dream Everything I ever thought of was reality Skies open up to pour out misery Tears of anguish Cleansing me