Purple Cloud - Speak Like A Child lyrics

[Intro] Today, you are who you are today. See? You're still me, but you're a newer version Myself ten years from now It's so far away It's almost impossible to imagine Am I alone or is there a wonderful person next to me? [Verse 1] Back back in the day When they all kept laughing at me Before I even knew I had a debt like Faye Watching MTV, young Sway Calloway I'm blessed Finding a rhyme to rewind when I'm stressed Cosign with Divine but my mind is a mess In time I'll recline For the moment it's retrograde Get back to the days when I played PS, DS, DC, GC Had 12 permanently on the VC RPG, level up until my MP's High enough to get me 10 times stronger than enemies Finna be finishing up a**emblies fast like "If we participate then we don't have to be in cla**, right? Truthfully it's cool with me I used to be a decent kid in my day Smooth Operator like Sade Playing Moonwalker on Friday Little Hokage Born to be more than he is His sword is so worn From the wars that he wanted to win Cleaned his recorder again But he didn't record at the time It was not in his sight When the timing is right He'll get guided to light By a couple of people deciding to fight In the meantime and in between Just checking this slime in the ice machine If The Price is Right then I might delight And indulge on a little bit of this and that My hand-eye was off Wasn't fit to bat Couldn't shoot the shot Never picked a mat So to sum it up Athletic was not me Instead I was watching Kenpachi Zaraki Flame [Bridge 1: Laughing Bull & Spike Spiegel] [Laughing Bull] What did you see? [Spike Spiegel] I had a dream It was the first time The first that I was really scared Shook with fear If one thing, one atom had given way Then I would be gone [Verse 2] Man I'm too young to be feeling this old My fire's too bold to submit to the cold Don't know if I'm growing or going Some go with the wind I just flow in the moment I know my opponent We share our components I roll with my sensei I can't be a ronin I think it's time that I find my way The sky might fall but it's fine by me Learned so much in a year or two The fact that I'm living's a miracle Coming in with the revenge of General Chao Like jiu mo gwai gwaai faai di zau Got talismans if I'm wrapped in sin I don't even know which one to pick It's hard coming back again Feeling like Richard Pryor on the Sunset Strip Recently I've just been learning some lessons The heart is a part that gets burned a second The brain is the key but it doesn't get credit The rest of our parts, we don't give any mention And we all want love Regardless of whether or not we admit it Whenever we don't then we need it the most But it's in those times that we hardly ever give it I'm livid I can't express my emotions The way I've been hoping So now I feel like they don't get it Man it's so hard to explain How my heart and my brain Are still one in the same but so different Think about suicide less but I still think of d**h I confess, and I bet that they pivot Harder to trust if I never got off of the bus And I know that it's enough to rivet KiDD [Bridge 2] [Laughing Bull] Know this Swimming Bird: This blue eye percieves all things conjoined The past, the future, and the present Everything flows and all is connected This eye is not merely seen reality It is touching the truth [Spike Spiegel] Yeah... I see what you mean [Verse 3] Will I get a job that I hate to do And in 18 years go back to school? Or lose my cool and act a fool Go the reunion like "Look what they made me I've really gone crazy" Or maybe I'll be Performing on stages amazing to me I really don't know Confused on which path that I will choose go Oh well, so swell in the life of me Never been great but I'd like to be Really don't talk much but I might decree If I could I'd live just like Han-Jee Ainz But it just won't work that way And I have to accept it No sk** when the times get hectic I could send a message But there is no telling who stuck around Time is my friend when I'm down It's also my enemy I'm trying not to make a sound So they don't finish me Got to gather up my energy Feeling like Trunks with infinite ki But this disease is sickening me I need to travel cryogenically Wake up to Logic on Paradise vibing I'm using my noggin' like Batman and Robin They say that they're mobbin' They're probably lying I'm trying to master the timing Of looking ahead of it My soul is so delicate Play the role of a delegate I'm Delico mixed with a little bit of Eren Yeager I don't think you know who you're messing with Him [Outro] Knowing me I'm sure you're causing all kinds of trouble For lots of different people I'm sorry, I don't mean to, but it's all right That's part of life too isn't it? You're not perfect but you've got a lot to give So remember I'll always be cheering you on In your time I'm no longer here but I am here today And I'll always be cheering for you right here Cheering for you My only self