Purple Cloud - Fetishized Suicide lyrics

[Verse] Fetishized Suicide I once heard from a friend At their funeral I wish it had been me Six feet under cover of the darkness I tend to wonder if comes after It doesn't matter about the things that you own Who's in control Are you? Are you? Are you? Are you really alone? Lifes amazing and absurd Follow the rhythm with each line and each word [Chorus] Forever Means nothing to me Without you I'd rather not be