Psychedelic - This is what I did for you, This is what I deserve lyrics

[Intro] I think i slept with I think i slept with I think i slept with I think i slept with to many girls And broke to many hearts But really the regret is where you start to fall apart So pick up the pieces and put em together don't pull em apart Masochists manipulate their own f**ing heart [Verse] Hard to hold hands with someone you don't love Too late to change your mind in the moment you wore no f**ing glove Grabbed her body became a piece of who she was, she became a piece of who you were Instantly, instantaneously, intertwined lies to turn to existence They were living and now they're breathing Next thing you move in with chick Not pregnant but when she's sick, sad or upset Only thoughts are provide, fight for and protect Wipe eyes when they cried, scared of divide ride or die forever no question of why [Verse] But am i beginning to get ahead of myself Insecurity starts to set in Pictures of my ex start to pop in my head and Comparisons of me to her ex when They were talking and dating Terrorizing each others minds until arguments lead to breakups Belligerent punches to the seat in front of me on train rides back to Brooklyn Ten minutes later texts talk of suicide Before you know it another ride Back to the island Slowly dying, fast rewinding, repeat the dialing. No answer [Outro] Arrive, three steps, the door was always open So many cuts you could see a blood ocean Five minutes of tight holding, lay on the bed Eye contact soul searching and staring Till eyes close and hearts bearing This is what I did for you, This is what i deserve