Pryde - ROSES INTRO lyrics

[Intro] Yeah, this one for my momma though, This one for my [Verse 1] I officially spent 10 years chasing my dream, people think I really made it but it ain't what it seems Still the laughing stock of town cause I never blew up But I can't stress about it all the hate is left in the dust sh** it was out with the old crew, in with the new crew Everybody gave up being famous, ain't come too soon Danny watched my momma die, man that be my real brother He still work a 9 to 5, you know that I feel for him And my teams all ready we've all been waiting on a busy lavish life that these youngins got for the taking Seen my friends go broke, I've been broke once too Heard that Redway died before his dreams could come true sh** that scared me cause he wanted sh** as bad as I want it I dropped out of school, I'm seeing all my friends stuck in college Momma knew that wasn't me, she knew I'd stay living strong And she's the woman that I've been working for, I hate that she's gone She told me [Hook] You deserve the world, You deserve the world, You deserve the world (I got a lot more to say so) You deserve the world, You deserve the world, You deserve the world (Just listen, alright I'm ready) [Verse 2] sh** I was, in the hospital telling momma to breathe As she's struggling for air with a mask looking at me Couldn't say a single word, d**h was coming way sooner As I look at her the doctor said were going to lose her What you know about watching your mom pa** in the flesh? With your family trying to hold her as she screams on her bed Hearing the cries of your father, sister, your aunt, and your friends Knowing them minutes to them seconds she's about to be dead Holding her hand as you're crying, and she's taking slow breaths Running your fingers through her hair, shoulders getting all tense Touching lifeless fingers knowing that's the last time you'll see her At the funeral holding emotions in, getting deeper People telling you that you gonna hold it down and get better And all you think about is making it and feel more pressure Hearing screams of her pain, hearing sh** day to day Since April 9th when Rose Llantino died I ain't been the same My priorities switching, spending money like crazy Losing happiness slowly, my careers getting shaky Momma give me a sign, momma give me some hope, I gotta do this for the fam, momma dad's getting old So much grief seeing that man work, I can't hide it Ballin' in the club but got a family to finance f** it I'm bout to hustle, throwing sh** to invest it I lost my special qualities, ain't afraid to confess it Used to be 17, spitting better than these older dudes Now I'm 22, age is nothing but an old excuse Album by myself, funded by my lonesome I just bought me a bottle, I pop the sh**, now I'm on one Drinking away my sorrows, cause reality's f**ed Poppa crying for his wife, homie I can't make this up My little sisters 14, growing without her idol Tell my family I'm gonna make it, sh** is vital They used to tell me [Hook] You deserve the world, You deserve the world, You deserve the world (Uh) You deserve the world, (Just a little more, just a tiny bit more)You deserve the world, You deserve the world (Listen, hear me out, uh) [Verse 3] f** the cars, f** the chicks, f** the chains People really want the money but they never want the fame I'm just into the intention while people screaming my name Cause I started from the bedroom baby look how far I came I can't drag this sh** longer, my other songs the same Got to keep the strong through bullsh** all emotions still maintained This is Russell Llantino, this is the first page and the story about what all of these haters and critics made This is me (Alright) This is Russell Llantino, this is the first page and the story about what all of these haters and critics made This is me [Hook] You deserve the world Uh, you deserve the world (Russell), the world The world, you deserve the world, yeah Yeah, You deserve the world [Outro - Rosalie Llantino] Russell from young is a very independent kid, a smart kid, and knowing him how he get along with any kind of people, young people, old people, bad person, good person. He could get along with anybody knowing that he had that kind of qualities to himself. As a mother I have to convince myself, I have to let him go