Pryde - Outro Flow 3 lyrics

[Verse] (Outro flow, take whatever) What you can do is tell me I ain't made it when I really haven't Or say I say I'll never make a living on a silly talent Thing is I never really made it but I made something, something they love hatin', something they hate lovin' I crashed some couches to get this album done My parents love me, they said that they'd never doubt their son But I'm in my twenties now, payin' bills off rap I didn't know sh**'d get real like that, this is real life rap Young couch surfer, but my pockets is livin' I'm saving up because I'm throwin' up my guap and investing Flip the money for some fees to get paid up in the Honda, no A/C so we prayed Me and Danny at the club, no VIP, getting shade Cause we really wasn't buzzing, I was feeling ashamed He sat with me in the Kia, said we'd be there one day f**ing believe you homie, I'd never leave you homie Everybody's tellin' us we're crazy for dropping out But Imma get us ripped, something crazy to hop on out I said that on like way too many joints, but the spirit is rare Cause you can see that the ambition's still there After my EP dropped and I travelled the country, I lost money, I lost sanity, I lost love for my loved ones, who had my f**ing back but I was selfish as f** I pushed away the people helping me up Almost nothing in my bank, I was loosing my character Different dude in the mirror, all my views were impaired and I couldn't look straight But for f**'s sake, pick up yourself Russell, your future's a block away Loosin' myself in 2014 cause I'm dazed and confused, but I still had my dream, I was made for it too Mama really fed up, she was angry as ever I got a tat on wrist, sh** that made me feel better I got some tats on my arm, I was so into that I got a tat on my neck, now there's no going back Sittin' in the car with Danny on this random day, talking 'bout our futures, and how our only plan is A And now we're here, I ain't here to thank people like some award show, I really feel that's corny as hell And I could put more on this album, but Imma save it for the future, cause I really got a story to tell Like how I sat in buses and trains, and I was f**ing ashamed cause I'm supposed to be famous but It was humble in May (?) All my homies are young, and they all love to create They motivated me to make this whole tape To family I'm sorry, sorry that I grew up different Sorry to my own mother for never paying a visit And my clothes smell like cigarettes, my breath smells like liquor and I'm with all these b**hes that take way too many pictures Cut my heart down the middle, butcher knife or some scissors I look inside and I see nothing in there, I cry at this image Maybe I can be better, maybe I can grow up But I missed out on adolescence just trynna blow up And now, I was that dude that had your girl hook up with me and at the same time have your little bro look up to me I'm thinkin' about somebody right now, I can't lie But she got a man right now, it's so stupid I even tried And I know you might be listening, I would be pissed as him if I had just had a girl straight missing cause we were kissin' in a condo down town So I'm sorry I did that sh**, I still think you're the coolest though Pullin' at my Heart like cards like it's Yu-Gi-Oh! on these stupid hoes, but never will I loose my soul My heart is in this moola and studios so [?] I still sh** on your favourite dude's flows Same waste man from Brampton, who'da known A girl would be ideal, somebody real, chillin', cook me a meal But every chick just wants a title and they want the wrong goals They're like, flat out they're just hoes, it's all good Go on, same team shout out to Gab & J Shout to everybody, really helpin' me around the way Shout to every hater, trynna find some ways to slander me and every single blog whose says I'll never be the man, but please fall back I'm really hoping that I don't fail, trust me baby that's a real fear And I wanted to quit a year ago, but look at me homie I'm really still here I got some years on me 'ma, I know you cried tears for me 'ma Just know I'm with you everyday To the people who were hating, know that this is what you made, mother f**er Just wanted to say one thing, sorry I wasn't a doctor mom, f** that, trying to be a rock star Shout to everybody who ignored all my phone calls for the past f**in' year trying to get the album together, big f** you to you And a big thank you to the fans, I love you all Real sh** real I know y'all been waiting the whole tape for one thing (Yeah!) Peace (Cool) [Outro] Girl: But if it doesn't work out, you should definitely have a back up plan - D-Pryde: Can you shut the f** up Girl: Uh, oh D-Pryde: Yeah, bye