Prozak - Below The Surface lyrics

[Verse 1] This can is slick Man he thinks I didn't notice My girlfriend's on her cellphone texting It's all envocus now Supposed to be my best friend in 7 years And now I think about it all week long My b**h was acting weird My first impulse to the k** 'em right now Chop his body into pieces and place 'em in hollowed ground f** it, I'll get 'em at the same time Someone's suspecting They'll never ever see this coming The dots connecting Had to head home and get ready Got work at 5 o'clock Man I hope she isn't there, cause boy I swear to God I don't know if I can restrain This anger that's in my brain This hatred is pumping faster than nitrosolvent in my veins I gotta chill, relax, try to keep it cool Cause revenge is best revolved when you have 'em play the rules Drive home and grab my uniform and gave her a smirk and said "I love you baby girl and I will see you when I'm home from work" [Hook x2] Fear Panic Betrayel Nervous Careful what you find when you dig below the surface You might lose you mind from the pain that it brings And who can you trust when life ain't what it seems? [Verse 2] Left the crib, the first stop hit up a liquor store I grabbed a fifth of Jack and a pack of smokes Like tunnel vision I kept driving in the days Can't believe I'm just finding out, huh Today of all days This can't be real I'm getting sick to my stomach The more I think, the more I drink, sh** I think I'mma vomit Retaliation's on my mind, everything's getting scary Just to think, just to spring we was gonna get married Damn I know this must sound crazy but I think that I still love her And can't be what it seems man that dude is like my brother Maybe I should just head home, have it out and just confront her With no communication, we could just misread each other This anxiety's inside of me is a bottomless pit It's idol be defiling me and now the bottom line is this I gotta man up, stand up to get to the bottom of this And speaking of bottoms I might as well be downing this fifth [Hook x2] [Verse 3] Driving through the neighborhood, now it won't be long Turn up the radio and I'll be damned, they're playing our song So serendipidous, this can't be just coincidence Somewhere we lost our innocence, tonight we will rekindle this So ridiculous to think she could betray me My first love, my first kiss, the mother of my baby Maybe I'm just insecure of our relationship I'm pulling up the block, what the f** is this? My homeboy's car is parked in front my house They must have seen my pulling up and now they turn the lights out I popped the trunk, grabbed my pistol, vision's in my head I co*ked the hammer back, yeah and all I seen was red [Outro: Prozak & Jamie Madrox] b**h f**ing who*e I've shoulda k** this b**h 'Sup you f**ing b**h Die you f**ing who*e! Die! What the motherf** did you do? It was supposed to be your surprise birthday party! Oh I'm sorry! [Hook]