Project Deadman - Poison lyrics

[Intro] I know if you love something, let it go If it comes back to you, it's yours Chances are it won't come back to you And if it does, do yourself a favor and let it go yourself [Hook] Poison it's what you are to me Yeah, I said poison This prison is unpleasent and I wanna be free Why sould I have to pay? Cause you don't like the way I am today [Verse 1: Prozak] I know it's f**ed up how I treat ya Tellin' your mom I used to beat ya Mistreat ya, and how I used to leave ya Alone home by the phone crying in pain Stuttering and flinching every time you have to speak my name Pamphlets about domestic violence And how you lived this life of pain and misery and anguish and silence It seems I can't explain my actions, and in my absence You have to see your family's horrified reactions Cause uh, I know they'd lock me up if they could Makin excuses for me like a trooper girl just like you should Shattered dreams and expectations Starin out the window with teary eyes, a broken will and lacerations [Hook] [Verse 2: Prozak] When we first got together you said that you respected me Knowning about my f**ed up childhood but you still accepted me We took it to that level but sometimes I swear It's like I'm posessed with the devil And these differences that cannot be settled Only time we f** it's out of spite and hatred Lookin at me like you wish you could k** me, that bond is sacred! See I was f**ed from the get go... raised like a pit bull Mental abuse, pain and anguish... things I can't let go All I can do in this life is bring you down Things were much better for you until the day I came around, huh f** it... I can't take this pain no more Pistol in my mouth, dead body on the floor!