Price - Selfish lyrics

I just gotta do what's best for me Am I selfish? I can't help it Can't help it Nowadays I just gotta protect my peace Am I selfish? I can't help it Can't help it Wake up and I tell myself I'm amazing Tell myself that I'm worthy I put too many negative thoughts in my mind Until I realized they ain't serve me I deserve everything life has to offer I gave my fans my life like an author I gave my wife my life and now I'm off her I even gave my life to Christ at the altar Feel like I exhausted myself was often faulted for the God I am to think I almost lost it But I held it down No held it up I can't be failing bruh To many years I had to hear them people telling us We wasn't good enough, great enough, wasn't well enough But I had to ignore that I can't absorb that Cause I got purpose And I gotta do what's best for me Am I selfish? I can't help it I can't help it Nowadays I just gotta protect my peace Am I selfish? I can't help it I can't help it I believe I'm overdue Driver speed and all pursued Found my demons on the loose I'mma need a longer noose Tired of fleeing call a truce Tired of being off with all my timing Tired of being low so now I'm climbing Tired of feeling lost exhausted I am Burdened by the weight of my objective Body following my mind directives Carriage dangle tracking my incentives fu*k the game and use the contraceptives Oh did the game fu*k me? I don't know Fame is so lusty, use to have lust coating my soul Now I feel rusty, born to die slow Where the time go Use to enjoy it though Weightless like I'm buoyant though Chain swing like the drums hoe Shameless, you enjoy it though Painless if I detach But a pain hits when I relapse Do I fear that? Oh no No I fear me Sincerely And I gotta do what's best for me Am I selfish? I can't help it I can't help it Nowadays I just gotta protect my peace Am I selfish? I can't help it I can't help it Am I Selfish? Am I selfish? Am I So selfish? After bearing After bearing the cross far too long Am I Am I selfish?