Praise - Give Me The Pain lyrics

Did I ever feel? I still fall Lying to myself that I'm over it all The same delusions are getting old Tired of feeling like my life’s on hold Something we shared? I need to stop asking myself. It’s always been nice to hold tight To something that not have ever been right Give me the pain Something to hold onto I am holding on to memories I need to let go of you Wandering or free to roam? I've still never learned to be alone It was perfect on the surface Underneath I was always nervous Can I take a step forward? I keep turning back It’s always been nice to hold fast to something I should have left in the past Give me the pain, give me the pain Who can we blame when our feelings change