Pouya - Suicidal Thoughts In The Back Of The Cadillac Part 2 lyrics

[Verse 1] I'm a down south Florida boy, ain't goin' back to Hollywood From the gutter to your guts, let me ignite the firewood Still I roll slow in the Chevy donk Never forget where I rose up from, spit on my face, get rid of my funds And who am I? Just another guy stuck in desperation Lookin' at the ceilin' fan, spinnin' around, havin' a panic attack I don't pop no pills 'cause it don't take the pain away from me I don't crack no seals 'cause it done took the gang away from me I been known to pimp a ho, got dirty loafers on my feet b**h you got me mesmerized, them thighs the size of me Lemme slide inside yo body beef, b**h I got my chain on, ain't a thing wrong with a broken frozen wrist [Chorus] Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase But b**h I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase But b**h I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another [Verse 2] Everything I did is crumblin' beneath my feet I'm feelin' lonely, feelin' like I'm only stuck with memories Take me back to what I was, take away what I've become Take away the grayer days, take the bullet out my brain Take my dick out your mouth and let me be myself I wonder what the people around me think about me Back to my shady ways I go Pack the Gat and let it blow Just let my lover, brother, mother, sisters, father know I love 'em Mikey I told told you we was gon be somethin' Look at us now 'cause now we buzzin', pressin' bu*tons Diamonds dancin' by the dozen Nick I told you we would rise from nothin' Look at the way they look at me now Rich forever, blowin' money 'til I'm senile [Chorus] Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase But b**h I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase But b**h I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another [Verse 3] I got addicted to the money as I fell inside a hole The cries and crowd get louder, the deeper that I go Nobody know what I've been doin', tell myself I hate myself I can't control the cards I'm dealt I spent a lot time alone inside my room Thinkin' about what I do if I knew you was on the fence about me too, b**h I crashed the whip and hit a b**h, and almost k**ed the b**h An now I'm back in the Cadillac with that black pistol grip The AC don't work and I'm feelin' like I was kid again Feelin' like I wasn't gettin' in with the cooler kids How the f** can I get out of this funk? If I die, you cry, then move on, the next day I'm ill advised, f** you, b**h, you can't even look me in my eyes [Chorus] Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase But b**h I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away Another day I piss away, another day don't go my way Another ho gon' look my way, lookin' for a paper chase But b**h I'm not the one, so get your comfort from another Them suicidal thoughts inside the Cadillac won't fade away Fade away, fade away