Porta - La Primera Vez (en inglés) lyrics

[Porta] I'll tell What I felt in this song It was the first time Somebody broke in me, my heart And I did not believe Or maybe he did not want While every tear fell He still did not understand the reason If it existed Denial was the defense mechanism that had As I climbed I a**umed They could get out of a wafer and the clouds Everything was so sudden, that neither could ask If it was for her, or my fault I had to pay Eventually I learned the truth It was the last thing I expected Behind was with a friend I trusted The first time you betrayed me To top it refused Like I was an idiot I felt defeat me And a pain that is not exhausted It was broken, I felt empty and lifeless He knew no one in the world As I never want Emotional emptiness you feel inside A knot is Mind and Heart We show for the first time naked [Gema] I wanted to be everything to you I lost, I forgot my I gave in, I got carried away Palpable until my awakening I prayed over and over again And see, that would once And time pa**ed after Just a reminder of yesterday [Porta] That's when you think She will no longer deserves While inside you convince Without knowing the hatred grows Still with your life You pretend that all is well Dive to another person to fill that gap And just to make him jealous of her too I did unconsciously While I worked, she returned And I swear it hurt But then it was I who rejected He had already been through the worst And you will not matter to you, do not f** with me Now you're back doing Like nothing happened You cry, now you're sorry, right? You come from the victim, saying that I was the best thing that happened to you No more empty words You left me with another when when you had You only had to say the truth And cut would not have left that wound It was difficult for me After all this time I do not regret But the unreliability The wind took her I did not know what was going to happen I had to reflect While this is not going to fix With a simple "sorry" [Gema] I wanted to be everything to you I lost, I forgot my I gave in, I got carried away Palpable until my awakening I prayed over and over again And see, that would once And time pa**ed after Just a reminder of yesterday [Porta] And you can imagine what Finally back together again Although this time I was unable to trust I knew it would not work Everything was resentment When it could taunted Each discussion for nothing Or anything stupid I thought it would be forever And you see The first time was a blow too strong Do not you think? I forgave but never forget what you did to me And lucky That in itself what was I forget to love you I went from indifference impotence Although I heal after every betrayal Disappointment always stay within Fed up with so many lies in fairy tale With clipped wings Paid for life to suffering And I learned from every mistake Even then he was just a kid Everything happens for a reason And I found mine Maybe it was a quirk of fate Who separated us Because now I have to side Some truth It's called Love [Gema] I wanted to be everything to you I lost, I forgot my I gave in, I got carried away Palpable until my awakening I prayed over and over again And see, that would once And time pa**ed after Just a reminder of yesterday