So maybe this is what it's like To not remember what it's like Not having you around And I don't believe You'd be here if you could But then again You never said you would I make up promises you never made To waste space and time And make like I'm doing fine Make like I'm having a fun time Out of my heart So I feel nothing So I can't get hurt So I won't care anymore I'll be fine if I never feel a thing again I'll be even better I'll be all the better Then & only then Come and take away my want It doesn't matter what I want I hear lobotomies are free these days I doubt now Your gestures are sincere You goddamn piece of sh** broken mirror I don't know what I want Or what I've got What's free is yours I don't care if you break my heart