Pollen - Snowy lyrics

I will be so happy. you wont see tears from me. a whole new face. ive found my place. and you wont be anywhere near me. this smile ive fixed upon my face may not seem sincere. but you'll see i put it on every time you're near. i wont let you know that i still cry over you. i wont let you know that you've ripped me right in two. because i hate you too much to let you know that i ever really cared. and ill pretend that im happy. i will be happy. eight years old - thats how i feel. im so mad that you werent real. it seems so long ago, but i still feel the pain. i was hoping all these thoughts would wash off in the rain. i wont let you know that i still cry over you. i wont let you know that you've ripped me right in two. because i hate you too much to let you know that i ever really cared. and ill pretend that im happy. i will be happy. i want tob e happy. i will be happy. i will be.