Pollen - Life Of Crap lyrics

I've had it with this life of crap there's no one who I can trust I'm not happy with this life of crap it's gonna be a total bust There's no purpose to this life of crap I'll wind up dead in the end You can't help me through this life of crap I don't need a single friend Late at night when I'm not sleeping eyes wide open waiting for that girl the one who used to be such a part of me even now I still need to defend that she's not one of them you'll find numbers in this life of crap but I know your not the one to get caught up in my life of crap I bet your conscience must weigh a ton late at night I get this feeling can't think straight cause I just don't feel safe I can't articulate I'm cracking from the weight and still I'd gladly give it all just to hold hands in the mall who ever told you that things would be great who ever told you that things would work out well whoever told you they told you a lie I used to think it could I used to think it would but that was when I had you and now I don't and everything that I've got left is just a bunch of crap I got no use for other people they all s** I don't want anyone else This senseless waste of life is worthless without you and your heart and I don't know what to do without you to tell me that one day things will be ok cause they won't and I don't know if I wanna do it without you I can't make it through this life of crap cause I don't have a reason to