Polina - Human Reactor lyrics

I learned to survive Under the knife I learned to survive (without your kisses) Under the knife (cut up to pieces) And I'm waking up to sobriety Just another day you're not with me Wish I could escape reality And drown in the beat drums/drops I'm so lapsed/lost in? Every day I'm waking to sobriety Nothing can erase this memory Wish that I could change reality And drown in the beat drums/drops I'm so lapsed/lost in? Calling me out Because I'm still in love (love human reactor) I learned to survive (my heart's still beating) Under the knife (and I'm not breathing) Look in your eyes (so deceiving) I'll keep alive (just give me a reason) And I'm waking up to sobriety Just another day you're not with me Wish I could escape reality And drown in the beat drums/drops I'm so lapsed/lost in? Every day I'm waking to sobriety Nothing can erase this memory Wish that I could change reality And drown in the beat drums/drops I'm so lapsed/lost in? Calling me out Because I'm still in love Calling me out Because I'm still in love (love human reactor) And I'm waking up to sobriety Wish I could escape reality And I'm waking up to sobriety Wish I could escape reality