I can't help but follow in spite of going insane For I know you'll swallow the whole of my pain I'm stepping out of the light to feel what darkness can sow I stare at the dead red lie... just one glance and I know All disguised beneath the smile of the temptress, siren, evil child The devil's sweetest who*e Cause you're feeding the fire within me Cause you're making me feel so alive Cause it's only the end of the suffering And I'm drowning in this rush I was down, now flying... going nowhere fast There's no denying I need this feeling to last I breathe in and get higher and the ache fades from sharp to dull The knives of desire... I feel them all A thousand cuts still leave me cold Give me more this soul's been sold and I hope this time I won't wake up dead Don't blame yourself for what you can't ignore? Don't blame yourself for wanting more and more and more Flesh on flesh raising breaths on breaths I love the rush of d**h...