Plies - Keep Pushin (Remix) lyrics

I dealt with d**h in my family, I thought my heart would never heal When I was young, I never understood the pressure paying bills I was lost and I was confused when my daddy disappeared If I had to raise my kids by myself, I wonder how that would feel I could they lay my Auntie off after 27 years She got four kids and a grand-baby she try to take care My lil niece 13, got her on birth control pills There are some mornings I wake up feel like a slave in the fields Started feeling like Pac cause I done shed so many tears So my pressure on me still, I hold my head in the air I refuse to let it break me cause the world dont give a damn You wont ever hear me complain even though it aint fair Your mistakes in this world is another persons smile I may fall and I may get up, but I will never lay down Dig deep in my soul and pick my soul up off the ground Fore I let myself sink Imma turn it all around I gotta keep pushing, I gotta keep pushing I gotta keep pushing, I gotta keep pushing I cant look back, too many problems in my past I cant stand still cause my life aint beaten path I gotta keep pushing, I gotta keep pushing I gotta keep pushing, I gotta keep pushing I often ask the question why is God punishing me? He try to make me strong but thats all that, it cant be I gotta keep pushing, I gotta keep pushing I gotta keep pushing, I gotta keep pushing I gotta keep pushing, I gotta keep pushing I gotta keep pushing, I gotta keep pushing I was born in this hood, I was born to be a fighter Won't care about being perfect, 'cause it won't make you wiser Some things I could control, some things weren't my fault Ain't never had regrets, even after I took the loss I never fear a human, my only fear is God 'cause I don't know when he coming, and that's a scary thought Or know my future whole, or when my last supper But one thing that I do know, when I die, I'mma die hustler I gotta keep pushing, I gotta keep pushing I gotta keep pushing, I gotta keep pushing I cant look back, too many problems in my past I cant stand still cause my life aint beaten path I gotta keep pushing, I gotta keep pushing I gotta keep pushing, I gotta keep pushing I often ask the question why is God punishing me? He try to make me strong but thats all that, it cant be I gotta keep pushing, I gotta keep pushing I gotta keep pushing, I gotta keep pushing I gotta keep pushing, I gotta keep pushing I gotta keep pushing, I gotta keep pushing So Imma feel the same when they k** very easy They throw their lives away So were safe ,but I dont even want it back I gotta keep pushing, I gotta keep pushing I gotta keep pushing, I gotta keep pushing I gotta keep pushing, I gotta keep pushing I gotta keep pushing, I gotta keep pushing I cant look back, too many problems in my past I cant stand still cause my life aint beaten path I gotta keep pushing, I gotta keep pushing I gotta keep pushing, I gotta keep pushing I often ask the question why is God punishing me? He try to make me strong but thats all that, it cant be I gotta keep pushing, I gotta keep pushing I gotta keep pushing, I gotta keep pushing I gotta keep pushing, I gotta keep pushing I gotta keep pushing, I gotta keep pushing