Plies - Tired of Lying to You lyrics

(Intro) Aye man all my n***as out here man who out here like me, who out here head first my n***a, chasin ya street dreams dawg, just fall back let me talk for you real quick homie God, man there's just something i wanna talk to you about man. I, I know right now I'm probly, probly the last n***a you wanna hear from, Look man i just want you to know God I'm tired of lying to you (Chorus) God I want you to know, I'm so tired of lyin to ya And I don't even know the reason why in the f** i even lied to ya So if you stop f**in wit me right now, i understand But i guess that'll leave me out here thuggin, on my own then God I want you to know, I'm so tired of lyin to ya And I don't even know the reason why in the f** i even lied to ya So if you stop f**in wit me right now, i understand But i guess that'll leave me out here thuggin, on my own then (Verse 1) I told a muhf**a if i died today i dont know where i'd go Cuz a lot of us out here that think we goin to heaven and we just ain't gon' go And some of us even go to church every sunday, and still ain't gon' go God i lied to you too much thats the reason i don't know where i'm gon' go I remember that lil' hoe bun, man, i told you i wasn't gon f** raw no more I guess what i shoulda said is i wasn't gonna f** HER raw no more And after my homeboy got k**ed i promised you i was gonna start comin to church Instead of comin to church, i jumped in the game head first It seems like weddings and funerals are the only time i step foot in church But if i was locked up right now, shiit, you'd be my best friend Cuz thats when n***as seem like the Lord's pointin they lives then My dawg locked up and everytime i talk to 'em, God all i'm hearin But like i told him, the cracker let him out tomorrow he'd be back robbin again And i don't know why we sit down and lie to you bout some f** shiit And like they say the ones that love you wanna give they a** a kiss So i guess that's the best way to explain, me n you relationship (Chorus) (Verse 2) I told my mama, shiit, God must be a pain freak Cuz after all the lies and broken promises, God still f**in wit me I'ma be honest witchu God Shiit, I wouldn't even f** wit me But when i was on my dick, shiit, you couldn't stop hearin from me But soon as my money got strait, shiit, you stopped hearin from me And after my brother gone n died i promised you i was through wit the dope game And as soon as them 22's came out, i got right back in the dope game I remember bein on my knees throwin up my insides The heavy yak in my system, i felt like i was bout to f**in die And i told you i wasn't gona drink no more Shiit there goes another lie And i know one day All this thuggin shiit got to come to an end And i understand one day My life got to come to an end (Chorus) (Monologue) God man, theres just so much f**ed up wit me right now man. Tryina be out here n tryina get money n f**w it all these hoes n ya know I, I find time for everything else but it seem like i don't never got no time for you. And shiit my grandma