(Verse1) Best friend dying doctor says he won't live He told me homie don't you worry cause I won't quit So I pray everyday for his health I pray for him more than I pray for myself It's a sad situation how I'm livin' It's so hard to find my faith when I know I'm out here sinnin' Begging for forgiveness on my search for some better days Before I went to sleep she used to kiss me and say it's OK I want to maintain but it's hard as hell and it's impossible to trust when your a victim of a trail I'm having nightmares, I rarely fall asleep Every time I close my eyes I see my child's face I'm under pressure 24/7 I be stressin under unbearable pain From the thoughts of my confession Just me and my pistol all alone (Hook) Baby hold me close and don't you ever let me go I swear to god I'm going through it and I'm needing you the most Somebody say a prayer coz I'm out here all alone Police pull me over and I'm not making it home Where in the world did I go wrong I don't really know so please don't let me go I'm going through the most and I don't want to be alone Police pull me over and I'm not coming home (Verse2) My best friends sick and they say he ain't got many months Surrounded by the empty bottles I'm smoking plenty blunts The pills help but they don't take away my pain Addicted to the streets so it's hard for me to change Fast money pays my bills so constantly I grind Nine to five won't cut it, hustling is only on my mind Paranoid most of the time got me clutching on my pistol If I pa** away remember me through songs and pictures Tell my son I love him and make sure he remembers It's not his fault at all daddy didn't come home for dinner Put my life in these sentences coz its all I know Pray to god I don't get sentenced coz I'm out here sellin dope (Hook) Baby hold me close and don't you ever let me go I swear to god I'm going through it and I'm needing you the most Somebody say a prayer coz I'm out here all alone Police pull me over and I'm not making it home Where in the world did I go wrong I don't really know so please don't let me go I'm going through the most and I don't want to be alone Police pull me over and I'm not coming home (Verse3) All these motherf**ers change so you can't tell me sh** Always riding dirty with a trunk full of bricks Paranoid and nervous everyday that I'm serving Somebody snitch on me then it's closed curtains On the inside I'm hurting Yeah I'm really dying, sometimes I'm just laughing to keep myself from crying Got a couple screws loose, I'm really out my mind Police pull me over then it's handcuffs no lying (Hook) Baby hold me close and don't you ever let me go I swear to god I'm going through it and I'm needing you the most Somebody say a prayer coz I'm out here all alone Police pull me over and I'm not making it home Where in the world did I go wrong I don't really know so please don't let me go I'm going through the most and I don't want to be alone Police pull me over and I'm not coming home