Plan B - Rain Drops lyrics

(Hook X2) I'm surrounded by the rain drops rollin out my eyes This crazy life of mine is such a roller coaster ride I'm hardly ever sober so forgive me if I'm high I'm one with the clouds in the middle of the sky (Verse 1) My life is so pathetic with decisions I've regretted I'm hardly ever sober coz the d** help me forget it I don't know which way I'm headed, complications from my past My child's all I have and it feels it's fading fast I don't want to see em sad so mostly I've been hopeless The doctor don't help me, all he does is up the dosage From time to time I notice every second I lose focus She sweared to god she loved me but I never smelled the roses Baby if it's over then it's over, let's end it It's hard to be authentic when your hearts no longer in it I know I'm so persistent and pushing you to the limit Baby girl admit it, it's my fault your acting timid I'm just a gimmick and you can tell by my condition I should have put you first but instead it's my addiction I'm forever unforgiven and I'm barely livin' Forgive me for my sins in these sentences I'm sendin' I'm starting to sense an ending so I gotta keep my guard up Partially confused, I'm suffering from hard luck I feel that if I loose I may never see the sun rise I die every day and I don't get to see my child's eyes It's crazy ain't it how the clouds cleared and it's still raining Gotta face my fears before I f** around and fall Women that I've dated, I'm missing em here lately Reminiscing about that lady that kissed me and made me crazy I want her (I want her) but I'm with you (I'm with you) I want her and to tell the truth I'm falling down When ain't no one around me rain drops all around me In alcohol I'm drowning, days of depression, rage, and plenty stress Since I was an adolescent I been broken down in health Often I get selfish putting the pills first Got a feeling that baby might not be mine and it still hurts I cry late at night when I'm all alone You can see the light shining but nobody's home Where did I go wrong, I won't ever know So I'm riding all alone by myself screaming let me go If you would have stayed by my side maybe things wouldn't be this way Every night she see my tail lights in the window pane I'm always on the road, I get you high and keep you low We might have made it but we'll never know We gave up on our love and all the romance I could have lit the candle, should've held your hand I would've held you down but you broke me off Now you don't want me around and I'm forever scared (Hook X2) I'm surrounded by the rain drops rollin out my eyes This crazy life of mine is such a roller coaster ride I'm hardly ever sober so forgive me if I'm high I'm one with the clouds in the middle of the sky