Pinegrove - Cadmium lyrics

Was walking with my neck out In some ways I wish I was Was walking with my neck out In some ways that I wish that I was Out on the bevel sound It sounds like everything else You'll know it when you hear it Cause you know the way that my voice falls Ignore my tone and everything I sing, I sing for me Ignore the phone on the bed It rings, it rings, it rings Shirt collar wringing me out My collarbone got all red Already severing prose I wrote, I sing instead I hope you put your neck out Tell me the ways you wish you were Keep your confident sound You'll hook my eye I'll spur So when I want to hang out I hung behind your eyes My eyes still flicker with doubt Quickly no I can't decide I'm tapped out Don't it always seem to go there You could hold it right in your hands Collapse and still not know In your hands Collapse and still not know Say what it is Say how it is with everybody I know I got no temper for that I send you this Cadmium red, one Every layer I shed And I shed one layer for this Say what it is It's so impossible But if I just say what it is It tends to sublimate away When I was looking to drop My life away More every year I shine light on edges I tried to unfeel We both gotta do better than that Some sorting out I'll be sitting on the outskirts if you wanna talk about it Things in there are getting so loud Say what it is It's so impossible But I just say what it is It tends to subliminate and go away When I was looking to drop My life away