Pinegrove - Aphasia lyrics

So satisfied I said a lot of things tonight So long aphasia And the ways it kept me hiding It's not so much exactly all the words I used It's more that I was somehow down to let them loose So complicated I can't wait to get explaining You're listening To send it out since I've been crying So long aphasia And the ways it kept me hidden So long my silent nerves And hesitance, oblivion Came and sent me out unfurling in the street I felt unprecedented confidence in speaking Stick around I'm thinking things'll be alright We redelivered Won't you live with me tonight? Something tonight Was such a let down on my pride Takes a part of me Don't got to take some things in stride I pace around her place, so quiet in my cell Wake the next and see my silence when I'm felt Just when I thought I had this pattern sorted out Apparently my ventricles are full of doubt, now Now I feel so alone sometimes Don't let it freak you out But if I don't have you by me Then I'm going to crawl Now what you've got was in your reaches all along Plus one day you'll be reaching for me and I'll be gone So to help remind myself, I wrote this little song One day I won't need your love One day I won't define myself by the one I'm thinking of And if one day I won't need it Then one day you won't need it Baby