Pierre King - Open Letter lyrics

[Verse One] It could all be so simple But simple would be strange I'm searching for your soul And all I found were empty remains A vision of you Someone I once knew (uh) Now my hearts out of blood And my spirit is blue [Pre Hook] (I guess that I'm numb) This feeling ain't new (I told myself last time) That I was through (But there's so much pleasure) In the pain you give (I'm a s**er to the feel of) Not knowing how to live (My pride doesn't know how to be) Put aside (So forever, I'm down, baby) I'm yours to ride (But the voice in the back of my brain) Says "No" (And my body doesn't know how it) Feels to let go so [Hook] I'ma light a cigarette I hope that I feel better I'ma write a song for you Hope you like my open letter I'ma light a cigarette I hope that I feel better And I'ma write a song for you Hope you like my open letter [Verse Two] I'm searching for a sign A glimmer of hope Sometimes, you're so good You're like a dealer of dope I know I shouldn't fight All these ill fated feelings, yeah But the problem is I don't know what this feel is [Pre Hook] (You mess me all up) Whenever I'm fine (The times I can see you) You make me feel blind (I'm looking at the vision) You've given to me (I'm tired of being tricked) Like you're make believe (And these four walls) Seem to be closing in (Tossed in a padded room) Of emotional zen (I'm looking for a chance to) Feel a release (It's just so damn hard) To be at war with peace So [Hook]