Picturesque - Waiting lyrics

Questioning myself While I'm running in circles searching For something else Pale and sleepless self Broken and restless from What I've become I'm not dead just yet Waiting, waiting for some clarity Lost inside another fantasy I've been searching for something that doesn't exist Waiting, waiting for some clarity Calm down, breathe out Maybe I'm scared or maybe I'm just unprepared Am I worthless, pointless Or am I pathetic Lost but I can't get it I'm not dead just yet Waiting, waiting for some clarity Lost inside another fantasy I've been searching for something that doesn't exist Waiting, waiting for some clarity And I swear If the moment ever comes I won't be there I won't be there So I'll stop waiting, waiting for some clarity Lost inside another fantasy I know you won't show I've been expecting too much of not enough The world won't stop for me to make a mark Well I can't (Well I can't) Bite my tongue (Bite my tongue) I've been avoiding sleep So I'll be self deceived Waiting, waiting for some clarity Waiting, waiting for some clarity Lost inside another fantasy I've been searching for something that doesn't exist Waiting, waiting for some clarity And I swear If the moment ever comes I won't be there I won't be there So I'll stop waiting, waiting for some clarity Lost inside another fantasy