Picturesque - Honestly lyrics

Constantly stuck in your Substance dependencies, bipolar tendencies While I’m wishing away every Thought and memory I can replay Of you I’m restless, I’m mistreated Struck down I feel misled Honestly, the dishonesty Leaves me desperate on a dead end road Queen of the night You didn’t so much as think twice Was this all just out of spite While you’re drowning your liver Suffocating your lungs Life could have ended before it begun Worse comes to worst, well You’re the worst Excuse for a mother I’ve ever heard I’m restless, I’m mistreated Struck down I feel misled Honestly, the dishonesty Leaves me desperate on a dead end road I’m restless, I’m mistreated Struck down I feel misled But you’d never know If you can’t call this home You keep me up at night With danger of strangers lurking the halls Screams fight One day you’ll wake up With no way out These scars show just where you belong I’m restless, I’m mistreated Struck down I feel misled Honestly, the dishonesty Leaves me desperate on a dead end road I’m restless, I’m mistreated Struck down I feel misled But you’d never know You can’t call this home