Picture This - Everything or Nothing lyrics

Does it mean everything or nothing? That I think about you and I cry Did I just get so used to something That became engraved in my mind? And did I really f**ing love you Or just the image in my head? The one that I have painted of you I'm gonna love you till I'm dead Is that what you wanna hear? I can't waste another year Not knowing how I feel Just hoping that it's real I made emotional investments And wound up broken again I don't know if you're interested In the beginning of an end And did I really f**ing love you Or was it just my messed up head? I don't think I've seen enough of you Lying naked in my bed Is that what you wanna hear? I can't waste another year Not knowing how I feel Just hoping that it's real Just hoping that it's real Just hoping that it's real Just hoping that it's real Does it mean everything or nothing? That I think about you and I cry Did I just get so used to something? I'm gonna love you till I die Is that what you wanna hear? I can't waste another year Not knowing how I feel Just hoping that it's real I know we said we'd never give up I know we said we'd never give up I know we said we'd never give up I know we said we'd never give up I know we said we'd never give up I know we said we'd never give up I know we said we'd never give up I know we said we'd never give up I know we said we'd never give up I know we said we'd never give up