Phrase - I'm Tired lyrics

I'm tired, hating my soul, I'm lost, nowhere to go Gla** hits the floor then breaks, the bottle's empty I'm drunk with a monkey on my shoulder tryin' to tempt me 10 Cents to my name my park is empty I sit back reach for a smoke gently Reside to the couch with a shameful slouch And a tear covered face tryin' slur these liberty's out My last words, the final testament I'm half pissed, anxious as hell tryin' to make the best of it The only thing left is memory's to reminiscence Time's that I hit the park with who I can get my piss on Nights that I've made love to women in the winter Summer time, I've had chicks hook, line and sinker Times were good then, no doubt, there ain't no question But drinks hittin' friends, nah, that leads leads to depression And my only expression's why it rhymes in a session But my gift is my curse and I'm tired of obsession I'm tired, hating my soul, I'm lost, nowhere to go I'm tired, hating my soul, I'm lost, nowhere to go Head fast, losing control, I'm tired, nowhere to go If I should die now, I wonder what ya think of me Better still, would you share a last drink with me? Would you push the boundaries and take it to the brink with me? And if the boat went down would you stay there and sink with me? See that's the stuff I need to keep me up and breathin' But it just ain't there so f** this world, man, I'm leavin' You slandered me for my actions and bad behavior But all the time I was only searchin' for a saviour Fair enough, I did the most to push the limits But peers creatin' pressure can ruin that persons image And since I dropped it feels like you're forgotten Some would say the apple gone bad can turn the basket rotten If that's the way that you feel then I can deal with it But ask for forgiveness and I'm a be real with it See you're a pawn in this game with my songs And I'm a flame twice as bright that only burns half as long I'm tired, hating my soul, I'm lost, nowhere to go I'm tired, hating my soul, I'm lost, nowhere to go I'm tired, hating my soul, I'm lost, nowhere to go Head fast, losing control, I'm tired, nowhere to go, ooh, noo So much to say, so little time to do it I gotta get this right so that you can never misconstrue it To mum, I love you more than life in itself And I hope my album sells, hope to bring you some wealth To dad, you need to spend more time with the fam You losin' touch and that's the worst mistake for a man Don't become emotionally disabled There's more to life than puttin' food on the table And gettin' jagged in ya stable To my sisters, stay strong, keep on smiling girls, it's priceless I swear you'd Lenny's soul, it's lifeless The day you've got the recipe to help them all remember me Can you sing me a song that you know will get to me Ask me a question and I'll tell you no lies 'Cause a man without regrets is a man ready to die And that's the truth, all real, it's me in a nutshell I'm over this somehow, I hope they raisin' the cut well