Most these days I’m thankin God Man, some days I wanna die Man, Some days i’m thankin God Man, Some days I wanna die Man, Some days i’m thankin God Man, some days I wanna DIE Okay first things first Let me state this in my verse I’m that n***a Been that n***a since my birth Yuni told me k** em Put em in a hearse So everytime I hit the sh** I go berserk My baby girl she keep sum addys in her purse I ain’t never had sh** so everyday I go to work Give these kids a wave to surf Try to teach em every verse Could be dead n in the dirt I don’t complain cause sh** be worse I’m no stranger to the highs/lows This the life i know that I chose Driving crying w my eyes closed Will he make it only god knows Most these days I’m thankin God Man, some days I wanna die Man, Some days i’m thankin God Man, Some days I wanna die Man, Some days i’m thankin God Man, some days I wanna DIE This my letter to myself For my peace n mental health I don’t know if you can tell I Used to live my life in shells My whole life this sh** been hell I just want my mama well Those the things I cannot dwell So I spark up And Face a L Wanna be a better man Wan be be there for my fam Ive had girls who were the best That I had treated lesser than Im so focused on my plans Tryna to do the best I can I hope one day we can be friends I hope one day we can be friends Most these days I’m thankin God Man, some days I wanna die Man, Some days i’m thankin God Man, Some days I wanna die Man, Some days i’m thankin God Man, some days I wanna DIE