Phlux - Instead lyrics

She had said what I dread us as a couple are dead My heart is heavy as lead I think I'll drink till I'm dead Instead Dead instead In my eyes everything's red mind can't digest what its fed I hope to wake in my bed I hope to wake up instead Instead Dead instead Everyday its that I've got to change But I'm still hear everything is the same I want to accuse but I'm the one to blame And its high time for low brain She had said what I dread us as a couple are dead My heart is heavy as lead I think I'll drink till I'm dead Instead Dead instead