Phinehas - Seven lyrics

I awoke in silence to broken gla** Blood stains the floor where I lay in separate halves Trapped inside my mind my head welcomed the ground Cursing in vain but my words offer no sound I am lost in the spiral My shame is stronger than desire for survival An angel pushed me when I was pulling away Despite my best attempts she decided to stay Trapped in the cracks of an empty shell On borrowed time that was spent in hell The sum of all my fears strung out over seven long, long years Drugs traverse my veins and leave me clutching the numb My voice flies away further from my useless tongue I sit quiet and still and hear worms eating the church Maybe I believe them but I'm drunk from drinking my words I am lost in the spiral My shame is stronger than desire for survival An angel pushed me when I was pulling away Despite my best attempts she decided to stay Trapped in the cracks of an empty shell On borrowed time that was spent in hell The sum of all my fears strung out over seven long, long years Speak the words tonight, span the void inside Let loose the words you're free, come back, come back to me Speak the words tonight, span the void inside Let loose the words you're free, come back, come back to me Seven years without a voice seven months away from my side Seven spirals into the void but it ends now, it ends tonight I won't drag you down anymore I am more than dead weight floating adrift But I could never feel it brush my lips You ask me to span the void inside But I believe my borrowed time's run dry I won't drag your down anymore Speak! I wear my past as the scars on my feet Seven years without a voice Seven months away from my side Seven spirals into the void But it ends now, it ends tonight Seven years without a voice Seven months away from my side Seven spirals into the void But it ends now, it ends tonight