Philosophy - God Sent Me Down lyrics

As humans, we can all relate to when were feeling vulnerable I'm not here to preach but I know karma always comes for you I don't wanna live my life content and feeling comfortable Cos if I am not working hard then life is just insufferable They f** with you, and chew you up, play around and spit you out I'm not here for games; best believe I will not wait around If you don't know my name then I need volume when I make a sound I dedicate a decade to these lyrics that I'm saying now Listen I'm just feeling done, sick of always feeling numb Never fun, getting dumped; I just wanna pack and run Tryna be a better person I just hate what I've become Tryna make my parents proud the first-born and the only son Like how, wow, want it all to happen now Tryna find the thing I love but where art thou I hope the demons from my past can see me now I won't be beaten, there's a reason, God sent me down It's the arrival, of a different type of human being What you're seeing, is something you should believe in, I'm Grieving, because the last of me got f**ed and got defeated I'm scheming to conquer Satan and battle my inner demons I'm squeamish, because I'm sick of feeling sh** like I am feces Still get ga**ed when I am giving out my cd's as some freebies And my EP is a masterpiece a mastercla** in breathing I just want a couple b**hes in bikinis with martinis I'm freely, just living out my wishes, you can't get in my division Murder any rapper let me see if there's some fight left in him I don't need your proposition, please don't question my decisions Completing my mission, with precision, my vision, is so ridiculous Mix with us? we don't need your pessimism I need your criticism, I just spit with heroism Treat the beat the beat terrorism; blowing up's my intuition I'm a futuristic child of god don't test my narcissism Listen I don't wanna talk I don't wanna play any games I am here for me What I knew before, what I know now I don't really know what I should believe I don't wanna settle down, I just wanna let it out Somebody save me now ‘cos sitting in the dark, don't show we are I won't be beaten there's a reason I force myself to write lyrics, whilst sitting on a train On my way into the capital to party at a rave I turned myself into a DJ now but most of it's unpaid Me and will been getting taxis with the DDJ and PA I'm having dreams of LA, I can't wait to see the states I want a girl like Emma Watson but with Kendall Jenners face I need to get a grip because I'm 21 and lately All I do is harm my body and I'm f**ing going crazy Blaow, please can you help me cope My life is hanging by the thread of a rope, tied round my throat Every morning ive been hanging from the whiskey and the coke I'm living risky, but it's been 4 years since I was broke Now I'm working hard, kicking a**, making beats and spitting bars Jump on stage with asher roth, make the crowd ga**ed and dance I hope the demons from my past can see me now I won't be beaten, there's a reason, God sent me down Bloaw, please can you help me grow I'm tryna find a better place I can go You can look inside my darkest vessel, still I glow You think the outer aliens still even see our globe? Like how, wow, need it all to happen now Tryna find the thing I love but where art thou I hope the demons from my past can see me now I won't be beaten, there's a reason, God sent me down