Phillip John Lara - Stuck In My Ways lyrics

[Hook: Philly Titan] I'm stuck in my ways I try to change everyday but somethihngs holding me back keeping the good life away I need to pray before it's too late I need to make a decision before I shut down and break I can't take it no more living like this breaking promises to me family and leaving them pissed I thought I knew everything but there was something I missed. I can't keep living like this I can't keep living like this [Verse 1: Philly Titan] So I start on a mission to find where exactly I left my mind because I'm lost in time Thinking a life of crime is going to get me to the top, but obviously the cops got me dealing with a lot I need to plot I need to plan I need to make a manuever. Before my whole life is thrown in a pot of manuer Start going to school and get an education instead of hustling that work at the damn gas station Tell me why I'm still waiting sitting around here thinking inside my mind but my thoughts are unclear Everythings coming down on me all at one time but when sh** hits the fan that's how it happens sometimes Just relax and take a deep breath I'm tryna figure out whats next in my life cuz I be stressed At times when I need checks so I can pay my bills. Now I really know how it feels to be broke and I get chills Doctor give me a pill that will make my mind stronger cuz contemplating about problems got me sick and I wonder Will I ever get better it's like a never ending letter about the troubles I go through man f** this cold weather I'm tryna step out into the sun and hear the Lord. I've been giveen plenty of chances this time I can't afford to f** up I done ran my luck up and if I do it again well sh** I'm Stuck [Hook: Philly Titan] I'm stuck in my ways I try to change everyday but somethihngs holding me back keeping the good life away I need to pray before it's too late I need to make a decision before I shut down and break I can't take it no more living like this breaking promises to me family and leaving them pissed I thought I knew everything but there was something I missed. I can't keep living like this. I can't keep living like this [Verse 2: Philly Titan] I'm down on my knees begging you please Lord can you help me please I been going through some things, going through some things and I just don't know if I can take this pain Help me change my ways and live life right. Help me change my ways and start living like christ I know I got to live right I can't be living wrong for the rest of my life Cuz I done been down that road before taking everything for granted and now I'm stuck to the floor I can't go no where cuz I ain't got no car and I done lost all my money to the mother f**ing law Pushed up on the wall pistol up on my back but this time I ain't giving them a reason to come back I'm starting to come back to my senses living life to hurt other people is really senseless I wish that in an instant I can just turn my life around but it takes patients and hard work starting up from the ground. Hard enough as it sounds I know I can make it through Just keep on doing what I do and stay true. It's all up to you keep it real or just boast It's all up to you speed through life or just coast. But me I gotta stay close to the people that I love most. I love you most